That no one really cares. I deleted my facebook so that’s why I’m posting on here. I’ll be moving to oceanside in less than a month with my dad, step mom and baby sister. I don’t really have anything going for me in the high desert of california. I’m not doing anything with my life really besides living paycheck to paycheck from a shitty part time job while going to a community college and chillin with my friends spending my money recklessly. It’s time for a change. I’m somewhat depressed about leaving this life behind, but excited about the new life that awaits me in the next chapter. I need someone to talk to right now, I can’t speak to the family I’m currently living with because I’m sure it would make things extremely awkward during the last few weeks i’ll be living here, and I definitely do not need that. I’m laying in my bed typing this on my phone wallowing in my own mixed thoughts and emotions…..pitiful right? I know because I’m thinking the same thing. I just want a homie to talk to and chill with so I can get out of my own mind and be happy. I guess sleep is my friend tonight. Buonanotte….goodnight.